Meditation



Memories of what's done 
comes sporadic and own its own
I cringe at things with no form.
while I say, ‘it is all in past’
I have dragged them here
like a burden 
I’ve carried it with me.
Things could've been done better
I speculate so otherwise.
How vain and frugal am I
layers of life that I have lived
I let them go
I let them flow.

There are things piled up for tomorrow
Suddenly a new thought rush onto the head
I say I will remember
to write it down before I forget.
A voice then tells me
Leave tomorrow for tomorrow.

Thoughts rush on to the head
like non-stop beating of my heart
while I breath in and out.
Despite the turmoil in my head
how peaceful can this feeling get
just to be in now
to feel the air, flow in and out
I feel a greater acknowledgement
to simple thing that’s called 'a life'.

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Tree


There are trees
next to where i live
growing and thriving
 as each season pass
long before you and I

In summer
Green and sheen
Draping the world that’s under
Giving color to the gloom
the love it pours through the atmosphere
is alive within me
as I'm within it.

In autumn
the leaves fades away
into yellow and more
thus it surrender
why can’t I follow suit
to shed and to let go
of things that I hold on to.

In winter
dark and asleep
lost of its splendor
yet majestic and might
across the blue I see through the sky.
waiting, rejuvenating 
a new life within
while we are blind to what we do not see
it'll become anew
in the spring that'll follow soon.

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Bottled bubble

Round and round
make another circle
catch the tail
catch its end.

Take an embrace
it'll be alright
wish me there
so I can make a run.

Stop me a while
fool me blind
make me fall
I’ll take this road.

Hear this sound
feel this beat
not of this world
an unheard fiction.

Bottled and canned
rush onto the head
make an escape
make me high.

It’s just a phase
dying slow death
in a clear light
we'll celebrate.

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Mother

Sheltered under your warm sun
Shaded from the harms done
My world is better
because I have you.

Your warmth
is a constant comfort
When I know I have you
A smile sits on my face.

Just a thought
Brings a glee inside
You are the summer sun
You are the winter warmth.

If I hold you in
All my worries are undone
If caged in darkness
Your thought light my way.

You are a super human
Comfort to my being
My world is brighter
Because I have you, mother.

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Being a mother

Being a mother is weary
There are times when I get lost in me and mine
But when I do wake up
I find my children turned into monkeys
Long nails, long hairs, unwashed and unraveled
I do wake up and tell myself,
Let’s stay awake till they grow up.

Being a mother is to know your own short-coming
you watch your children turning into you
a reflection of your imperfection
how can they become more than what you are
you will never have an answer
and there is never a clue or a tool.

Being a mother is to preach non-stop
Seems like I have million good advises
Do I even follow them?
There are so many values to teach
Which ones are more important?
Seems like all?
Do they even understand?
The importance of love and kindness,
or having a dream.

Being a mother is to know everything
why the shadow is black?
why the sky is blue?
why it rains?
why is it always me?
you are never fair
what do I get? and so on...

Being a mother is to be in constant fright
of what your child is becoming
and what they are to become
Will they be happy?
Will they drift away?
Will they still hold this laughter?
will their eyes always shine as bright as their heart?

Being a mother is to be a scary monster
a nightmare that will haunt them and taunt them
now and even when they grow up
to shout, yell and say ‘no’
You know you are doing a bad job,
when you see those frightened faces
How do I ever make amend?

Being a mother is to be a fuzzy bear
to hold your children dear to your heart
the warm hugs, and the kisses in mid of tears
to say, ‘now there, there'
to hold them in when it rains.

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